THE WIDESPREAD VIRUS THAT IS CALLED "NIGGADOM"

Okay, so for those that know me, you know what happened to me Monday night.

As I am coming home from a slow yet fast day at work, I go home excited for my three days off and well-needed rest. As I am crossing the street, and trying to turn my iPod off where I had KRS-One playing in my earphones so I wasn't aware, some young nigga runs up on me and hits me on the side of the ear where my temple is. It didn't knock me out or knock me down, but it did tweak how the sound came out in my earphones as I found out later that night. So I turn around, find out what the fuck was up, and its the young dude, with like three other niggas in the distance, looking like they were laughing or pleased wit what they saw. I had my arms extended out, not really looking to fight, but I'm like "what are you doing?". One of em say "pick up yo' hat man", and they walk off.

So my guess is that it was nothing more than a wack ass attempt at portraying a gang initiation. And if it wasn't that, then it was some lame joke or something young punks do when school is out and they have no money or no job to keep them busy.

The incident hasn't really changed the way I move around the city. I still do what I do, and handle it how I always do, just I become more aware of what the fuck I am doing and who is around me at nighttime, but usually don't nobody be outside. Maybe it was just one of those nights, and plus it was around 11.


Worst come to worst, I'm sick of niggas in general. Don't get it twisted, because I love my brothers and sisters, but I'm thinking to myself, why the fuck do we do these kind of things to each other. We are already looked at as being ignorant, too dependent, as troublemakers, and all kinds of shit, and yet we kill each other every night, we start wars (conflicts) with each other every day, and what for???

Money.....fame....women.....material bullshit.

Do you feel like a man when you run up on someone from behind? Do you feel empowered knowing that three or four other niggas got your back to outnumber one person....ONE PERSON???....and do you feel like you can destroy everything you touch using a weapon instead of using your own two fists??? Nigga, that ain't called survival, and it is definitely not called strength or empowerment, that shit is called COWARDICE.

And I have seen or heard of too many good people die over bullshit things these last twenty three years of my life.

But as I said before...I'm not gonna let this kinda shit affect the way I live my life, and let it be known, it's the evil that men do, and the shit niggas pull, that ends up with them laying in coffins instead of their beds at night.

In the end.....the good die mostly over bullshit.