CHANGE OF THE GUARD

You know what the whole concept of ex-girlfriends are? They are designed to drive you crazy!!!!

This last week, I always thought that I would be able to get through ten tracks with no problem. Talk about love, be all lovey dovey, get my LL on and all kinda shit...

I can't do that now...and I blame this bitch.

Now, I don't want to be bitter or angry or whatever, but I would seriously like to thank my ex-girlfriend, for giving me the opportunity, to be able to have SO MUCH MORE to say in regards the negative aspects of this little thing we call love.

Its those negatives that always outweigh the positive aspects of my love life, with that being the love of my life, and those negatives influence me to not only lash out at her, but the resentment allows me to lash out at everyone else including family and friends.

It's basically the last draw now. I've only made one track in regards to this situation and I hoped I keep it that way, now I feel like I can make 20 more...lol.

The bottom line is this basically, I want this project to be an all-around story into my head. Things that I don't say on here, ain't cause of fear, it is because my head is wrapped around in the present so much, that I lose sight of what I want for the future (if that makes sense).

So I guess in the end....LOVE HURTS....

But...as long as I have my love...I'm willing to deal with the pain.